Seriously? Lost it completely today! The kid and I ventured out to the fair to see my sister and my niece. Something about my family makes me eat! I think it might be because I am the only one who is not really overweight. So I hide the fact that I’m “dieting” (so they don’t feel badly about themselves?? Or about the fact that I am insane?) and just eat what they eat. WTF? I felt pretty horrible even before the first bite – although I DO love Fair Food. I hadn’t “budgeted” that in until next week once the State Fair is here (yes I am a regular fair-goer) and I had several days of consistently healthful eating in. Today I didn’t even get an elephant ear, which is my once a year treat that I thoroughly enjoy Every. Single. Last bite of. So when next week rolls around I will already hate myself for overindulging on day fucking two that I will feel guilty with every bite. But I’m sure as hell still getting one. ;)
Yes, people have real problems. Some people can’t even afford food (or shelter, or other basic necessities) and I paid $10 for food I didn’t even need. Poor me, I know. Absurd.
At least I did make it to the gym this morning for a couple miles on the treadmill and about 6 miles on the bike – even if it was an easy 6. Still more activity than I have had all last week. Which reminds me I forgot to call the chiropractor today…
I have also had a lot of water today – one more positive note. I am not sure that I haven’t sweated out every spare bit though. Need to fill up the water jug!
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